January 19, 2010

  • It's been so long since I last posted, I almost forgot how to use xanga and it did take me a couple tries in order to get my password correct.

    I remember the days when I used to come to xanga for comfort and release of any emotional strains I had going on. I think that's why I will always love xanga, it was really a place for me to be me.
    I have other blogs now and fb of course, but it just isn't the same. It's not a place I can really write down how I'm really feeling. I know no one really reads this anymore, that's why I'm coming back to it.

    Been feeling lonely lately. Weird how the older you get, the word "lonely" means different things. I used to be lonely because I didn't have a bf. Now I have a bf who is seriously the best in the world and in that sense - I am fulfilled.
    I feel lonely because I feel like I don't have that many close friends that I can truly count on.

Comments (10)

  • I still check Xanga daily and am so glad that I found your post tonight.  I am going to agree with you whole-heartedly on the word "lonely".  Even though I am married to a wonderful man and have weekly family get togethers, I still feel alone sometimes.  Life is so different now with all my girlfriends being married with children.  There are so many things to worry about like bills and mortgage.  Life just seems so complicated now.  But I am not going to make the same mistakes like I did in my twenties, this decade it's going to be about me.  I am going to do what makes me happy and still want to chase my dreams.  Hope you are doing well!

  • Thanks for your comment, Kim. =) Your words have and will always be comforting to me. I really appreciate it.

  • i feel the same way sometimes...

  • welcome back jeannie! =D one of my friends said xanga was "sooo 2000" (lol)" and she told me to get with it.. it's 2010! even tho it's not as popular as it used to be, i still like xanga the best. =)

    about loneliness...maybe God is teaching you to depend solely and find all your joy in Him and Him alone?

  • hi, jeannie!  i'm so glad you posted...i too still really like xanga even though i'm trying to be better at my other blog. i do know what you mean though about being lonely.  even with great friends and a wonderful husband and family...sometimes there's just that feeling.  i'm tending to agree with Soapie and that "God is teaching you (and me) to depend solely and find our joy in Him and Him alone".  (well said, Soapie, well said!)

    anyhoo - *BIG HUG* to you Jeannie! 

  • I still read xanga posts... altho, I myself rarely post.  But I still like it... so you should come and write whenever you want!
    and lonely does mean different things to different people... if you're comfortable with only having 1 or 2 really close friends, then maybe that's all you need.

  • i know how you feel. except that i don't have a bf :p

  • thanks for coming back jeannie.  i totally hear ya on the lonely thing.  but the xanga world is "hear" for you full force! =P

  • Yes, I remember you! And guess what big post in particular I remember you had on???? 

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